I'm a bit lost.  I'm not sure what I should be doing and I can't find a way to make anything seem real.  Anxiety is kicking my ass and I don't know how to make it stop -- other than new medication, and I don't want to go that route.  But I'm going to have to.  

There is a position at SES for an interpreter.  It starts out at only $9.00 an hour, but it is full time and incredibly easy, we all know this.  I really think I should do it, but my only problem would be with school.  I don't know how I would manage to do both.  Well, it's simply really:  I couldn't.  Not during the week at least.  And I would have to quit my current job.  I need to go out to the school and speak to Sally.  Because if I were to do this...

Think of the possibilities.