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| Why is it so hard to find the fucking blog now button? Xanga has become such a fucking sell out. I hate living here. I found an apartment that is 420 a month, electric and water included. Sounds good to me. Sadly it is in this fucking town, which I hate. I'm dropping out of school, mostly because I don't give a shit anymore. I'm never going to graduate and when I do, I don't plan on continuing this goddamn education. I can't stand hearing noises much longer. I like my job but I hate living here with my family. It's just too difficult. I want to move in with Sean but I will never figure out how to get there. I suppose giving up is not such a good plan, but it's the best I've got right now. I left work early yesterday because I was so fucking sick, and I'm working tomorrow to make up for it. And for today. Gods. I am such a failure.
Crap. | | |
| I'll set you on fire.
I'm apparently babysitting. I'm instead sitting on the couch doing nothing except wanting to eat and sleep and go to work. Is that strange? I'm so bored. I'm just rambling. Deal with it people, or go away. It seems to be a nice way to look at most everything. I've failed school again, and I'm not really sure I actually care. I've made some resolutions for next year and none of them include graduating. It seems that's a hopeless venture.
Psychic abilities seem quite fun. | | |
| Going to take care of that right now.
Ah, I feel much better. I'm thinking about quitting school. Again. It just seems like I'm so bad at it, and I honestly don't plan on continuing (as of yet) after I graduate. I just really don't know what to do. If I could just work full time, I probably would. It has its bad days, like anything else, but for the most part I am actually liking it and enjoy having something to do. I might go into work today, I'm not sure though. Probably not. Tomorrow is just 10-3. I like that. I'm about to go to Hastings and read, and possibly buy New Super Mario Bros. for the Wii. I'm so bad at managing my money. Or, I'm so bad at actually caring anymore. I need to put back around 350 for bills every month, but I don't see that happening. I just suck at it. And I think you know, why shouldn't I get things I want? Seriously, what do I do besides sit here on this couch and play my Wii and read. That's it. I rarely go out, I do eat fast food a lot but it's actually cheaper than buying actual groceries. I've thought about transferring stores, moving in with Sean and just having the same job for a while there. I still don't know how great it will work.
My tattoo is finally healed, mostly. Win. | | |
| My face is too crunchy for me to worry. I need to shave, but I want to wait until I can have a day off work so it'll grow back before I go into public just in case I hate it. My head is starting to pound. I am supposed to be at work, but I switched my days because I really don't want to work on my birthday. And I can't handle four days in a row anymore, aha. Three is max. I'm hoping everything works out beautifully. Things seem to have gotten better *knock on chair* but still, you never really know.. | | |
| sometimes it's best that we remain distant. close quarters and the dissolution of personal space lead to thoughts and actions that should be left alone, far from anything that anyone should have to witness. the ideas that fill the mind, reeking of destruction and waiting for the demise of those around to become the norm. it simply indicates the balance we must strive to maintain.
good versus evil never had a chance.
this is mind versus death. | | |
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